Links

List of links related to Instagram posts:

Simple Vs Plenary:

https://www.westernsydney.edu.au/newscentre/news_centre/story_archive/2019/adoption_law_should_be_reformed_to_give_children_legal_connections_to_both_of_their_families_heres_why

https://angelambarra.medium.com/10-reasons-why-plenary-subtractive-adoption-should-be-abolished-7ede8e0d30b5


Monachopsis:
https://www.dictionaryofobscuresorrows.com/post/36505968156/monachopsis

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